Here comes a big whiney blog about John and Edward.

Tonight is X Factor night, and for the first time in 3 months, I don’t even know whether to watch it or not. I’ve not even looked forward to it like I have been doing.

I haven’t looked forward to it every week since it began, but I looked forward to the live shows. It was during the bootcamp stages and judges houses that I really got into John and Edward. I loved them in their audition, but you only see it once, so it didn’t get me properly into them.

I saw them a lot over bootcamp and the judges houses, and my friends, family, the papers, press everyone began to hate them, and I saw what Louis Walsh saw: Sweet guys and potential entertainers.

I just wish they were still in the X Factor because I don’t want them to do nothing after this. I want to have the success JLS have had, who came from the X Factor also, but didn’t win. I know JLS have great voices and millions of girls find them good looking, but John and Edward are sweet and down to Earth.

I want to be able to look back in a years time, and I want John and Edward to be really famous, and I want to be able to say “I loved John and Edward on the X Factor. I voted for them each week and when they got the boot I cried so much, but I knew they’d have the great careers they deserve.”.

I know that all good things have to come to an end, and although it pains me to say, I knew the public would have gave them the boot eventually, but I just want them back on my TV screen to laugh along with, and think “That was so funny/cute/entertaining!” like I have been doing for the past 7 weeks.

I got my I heart Jedward badge in the post this morning. I’m going to put it on my school tie and not care what people say to me. When I get my I heart Jedward t shirt for Christmas from Sam, I’m going to the same.

John and Edward have said that they’re going back to Ireland soon after their promotional tour is over. All their concerts are over 18, and at like 10pm, so I can’t even gate hang to meet them. And they’re in clubs so they’re not even proper concerts! They’re doing the X Factor tour in March, which I’m also not going to.

I just want to see them, and meet them and tell them how much I support them, but I know I’ll never be able to.